Liu Qinghe

recently there are some familiar scenes keeping flashing across my mind. Different from before all these scenes stay right there this time. Then they become so unfamiliar to me.  is the reason that a slower pace allows me to pay a closer look to the past, or the feeling of intimacy and strangeness is replaceable? The life goes on and a pause should be a waste of life. hurry shows the love for time. Therefore keep eyes on the future and let the past go. slower than slow is a stop. stop and look around. The familiar scenes are like the backdrop for the puppy love: for a long neglect lets the beauty pass by, left little memory. Then i realize that what i have once said and thought have little to do with my present daily life.

What seemed to be a self-mockery is in fact a self-praise. in the past  i thought the future would be examined by me. But the truth contradicts. That makes me no more dare to push myself too much but just keeping the self-praise. looking around this seems to be reasonable. The assume comes from the body defenses and then lets a whit of fantasy knee down to the reality. The unpractical fantasy becomes a straggler in life. But one thing is for sure:  i surprise no more. The things that wish to do, need to do and should be done have all become a timeless wait. From resisting push to be free from all pushes, the time fades and loses its meaning. This gradually fosters a wish to walk the past path once again, so that the reasons for my laziness could be weakened. Positively  i am still a person that holds anticipation, only the expectation is delayed to the unknown future. This is a good idea. so  i have found a theme that lacks a topic in one gossip that happened one day when i was absentminded.    

To waste a large chunk of time is so luxurious. as  i was convinced by this, it was sunset. The shadow on the mottled wall was dragged pretty long.  i watched it and felt if  i was still stayed in the pictures. Then a sense of joy came out from my body.

March, 2012 at huantie art City, Beijing